1 00:00:00,863 --> 00:00:02,354 Previously on Army Wives... 2 00:00:02,432 --> 00:00:05,494 I know I only met you four days ago, but I think you're my soul mate. 3 00:00:05,570 --> 00:00:07,003 Roxy, will you marry me? 4 00:00:07,072 --> 00:00:08,132 You spread a rumor. 5 00:00:08,208 --> 00:00:10,974 My husband lost his promotion to yours because of it. 6 00:00:11,080 --> 00:00:12,639 Sweetheart, you've made a mistake. 7 00:00:12,749 --> 00:00:15,480 I've known Trevor, my husband, for all of 17 days now. 8 00:00:15,553 --> 00:00:18,582 - I'm so glad you came, Lenore. - Oh, I wouldn't miss it. 9 00:00:18,659 --> 00:00:20,491 Not after all I've been learning about you. 10 00:00:20,562 --> 00:00:22,588 I chose West Point because he didn't go there. 11 00:00:22,665 --> 00:00:24,328 I wanted to do one thing by myself. But, no. 12 00:00:24,402 --> 00:00:25,665 Jeremy. 13 00:00:26,438 --> 00:00:27,599 I'm a lieutenant colonel. 14 00:00:27,674 --> 00:00:29,734 I have over 400 men in my command. 15 00:00:29,810 --> 00:00:33,647 What I did over there. If you knew, you wouldn't love me. 16 00:00:33,717 --> 00:00:34,844 I don't care what you did. 17 00:00:34,920 --> 00:00:38,255 - Your water broke, baby. - This is not how I imagined this day. 18 00:00:38,325 --> 00:00:42,287 They're not mine. I'm a surrogate. Please don't tell anyone. 19 00:00:42,465 --> 00:00:43,524 We all have our secrets. 20 00:01:23,368 --> 00:01:25,702 Oh, no. I... 21 00:01:25,772 --> 00:01:29,141 Yeah. Okay. Okay. 22 00:01:35,154 --> 00:01:38,183 - The Harpers are out of town. What? 23 00:01:39,294 --> 00:01:42,925 What am I going to do? I can't bring them to my house. 24 00:01:43,300 --> 00:01:45,064 You can't stay here. They won't let three healthy bodies 25 00:01:45,138 --> 00:01:47,665 take up space in the ER. 26 00:01:49,111 --> 00:01:50,477 It's okay. 27 00:01:54,287 --> 00:01:56,222 She's protecting her husband, Michael. 28 00:01:56,290 --> 00:01:57,849 Where are the real parents? 29 00:01:57,926 --> 00:02:02,298 In Mexico. The last vacation before parenthood, 30 00:02:03,569 --> 00:02:06,540 only to have parenthood come four weeks early. 31 00:02:07,308 --> 00:02:09,368 - Thank you. - Sure. 32 00:02:09,445 --> 00:02:12,611 This doesn't make any sense. Being a surrogate is an... 33 00:02:12,717 --> 00:02:15,449 - It's an honorable thing to do. - And that's why we're helping her. 34 00:02:15,522 --> 00:02:19,154 By hiding them here 35 00:02:21,165 --> 00:02:24,933 and not telling the truth? I just don't like this, Claudia Joy. 36 00:02:25,004 --> 00:02:26,769 It's only for a day. 37 00:02:33,819 --> 00:02:36,187 Twins like to be nice and close. 38 00:02:48,410 --> 00:02:52,281 How are you going to explain these babies just disappearing? 39 00:02:54,922 --> 00:02:57,153 We're going to say they died. 40 00:03:20,798 --> 00:03:22,426 Splash! 41 00:03:28,912 --> 00:03:30,608 Hey. - Hi. 42 00:03:30,682 --> 00:03:32,845 - Hi! - We're playing subs. 43 00:03:32,953 --> 00:03:35,013 Chief, you got the con. 44 00:03:35,089 --> 00:03:37,525 Aye, Captain. I have the con. 45 00:03:41,767 --> 00:03:45,227 - So, how's your friend? - She's fine. 46 00:03:45,306 --> 00:03:48,836 - I'm sorry it took so long. - Incoming! Incoming! Splash! 47 00:03:48,913 --> 00:03:52,817 - Five hundred yards until impact! - Release counter-measures. 48 00:03:56,626 --> 00:03:59,563 - You're so good with them. - Of course. 49 00:03:59,631 --> 00:04:02,192 Baby, I'm in this for the long haul. 50 00:04:02,736 --> 00:04:05,434 Listen. I was wondering how would you feel about 51 00:04:05,507 --> 00:04:07,739 the boys taking on my last name. 52 00:04:07,811 --> 00:04:10,144 Now, they don't know their fathers, 53 00:04:10,215 --> 00:04:13,847 and I was thinking maybe I could adopt them if that was okay with you. 54 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:16,482 - Yeah! Yes! - Yeah? 55 00:04:17,060 --> 00:04:21,329 Because now all we need is their biological fathers to sign off on it. 56 00:04:22,469 --> 00:04:25,702 - Okay. Finn's dad is going to be easy. - Yeah. 57 00:04:25,775 --> 00:04:28,940 But, T.J.'s dad... 58 00:04:30,015 --> 00:04:32,143 Trevor, I don't know. 59 00:04:32,285 --> 00:04:35,917 - He's all kinds of unacceptable. - Hey. You don't worry about him. 60 00:04:35,992 --> 00:04:39,157 - I'll take care of it. Okay? - Okay. 61 00:04:39,264 --> 00:04:41,962 Now do you have their numbers? 'Cause I kind of want to do it tonight. 62 00:04:42,035 --> 00:04:45,201 Tonight? Why? What's the rush? 63 00:04:45,275 --> 00:04:47,176 It's not like you're going anywhere... 64 00:04:48,312 --> 00:04:49,371 Um... 65 00:04:52,921 --> 00:04:53,980 No. 66 00:04:54,990 --> 00:04:58,052 - Rox. - We just got married. 67 00:05:03,138 --> 00:05:04,298 Where? 68 00:05:05,508 --> 00:05:06,635 Iraq. 69 00:05:10,784 --> 00:05:12,480 I know. It's okay. 70 00:05:16,460 --> 00:05:17,985 We're having a hard time here, D. 71 00:05:18,063 --> 00:05:22,092 But it's okay. It's okay. I have you. I have Jeremy. 72 00:05:23,705 --> 00:05:25,641 Hey, you know I'm not just Major Frank Sherwood around here. 73 00:05:25,709 --> 00:05:28,771 You know, I'm Major Frank Sherwood whose son is going to West Point. 74 00:05:28,847 --> 00:05:32,616 - When are you coming home? - I don't know yet, D. I don't know. 75 00:05:33,456 --> 00:05:39,398 But, hey, I got to go now, all right? My time is up. I love you so much, D. 76 00:05:41,436 --> 00:05:43,564 - I love you. - Take care, baby. 77 00:05:44,073 --> 00:05:46,975 - You, too. Whose dress is this? 78 00:05:49,983 --> 00:05:52,954 You wore that when we baptized you. 79 00:05:55,425 --> 00:05:59,057 - I wore a dress? - I promise not to tell. 80 00:05:59,833 --> 00:06:02,497 I'm taking those to a friend's house who just had a baby. 81 00:06:02,571 --> 00:06:04,733 I'm going to stay there tonight. Help her with the night feedings. 82 00:06:04,807 --> 00:06:07,244 But I'll be back before breakfast. 83 00:06:07,313 --> 00:06:08,838 Mom? 84 00:06:08,915 --> 00:06:09,882 Hmm? 85 00:06:10,718 --> 00:06:12,880 I'm not going to West Point. 86 00:06:14,057 --> 00:06:15,525 What? Of course you're going to West Point. 87 00:06:15,593 --> 00:06:17,756 I can't. I don't want to. 88 00:06:17,864 --> 00:06:21,198 Oh, Jeremy. We've spent the last two long years 89 00:06:21,269 --> 00:06:23,569 getting you in. I thought that's what you wanted. 90 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:26,805 It's what Dad wanted. It's his dream, not mine. 91 00:06:27,279 --> 00:06:28,838 Jeremy, getting into West Point 92 00:06:28,915 --> 00:06:32,012 is one of the highest honors anyone can achieve. 93 00:06:32,088 --> 00:06:35,422 You know, your father couldn't even get in, but you surpassed him. 94 00:06:35,493 --> 00:06:37,188 - And you've made him so proud. - I know, Mom. But please, 95 00:06:37,262 --> 00:06:38,561 - just listen to me. - Honey. 96 00:06:38,632 --> 00:06:41,728 You chose this life, Dad chose this life. But not me. 97 00:06:41,803 --> 00:06:45,434 People ask me where I'm from. I can't say Boston or Chicago. 98 00:06:45,509 --> 00:06:50,007 All I can say is Army. I'm from the Army and I don't even want to be here. 99 00:06:52,855 --> 00:06:54,882 I can talk to your father. 100 00:06:57,297 --> 00:07:01,065 But maybe you would consider going just for the education. 101 00:07:01,169 --> 00:07:03,731 No. I knew it. I knew you wouldn't understand. 102 00:07:03,807 --> 00:07:04,968 - Forget about the military. - I knew it. 103 00:07:05,043 --> 00:07:06,375 Honey, it's the best education in America. 104 00:07:06,445 --> 00:07:09,142 - No, I knew you would not understand. - I do understand. Sweet... 105 00:07:29,250 --> 00:07:32,220 - Chase, we need to talk. - You have no idea 106 00:07:32,288 --> 00:07:35,454 how those four words strike fear in a man. 107 00:07:37,865 --> 00:07:39,389 Chase. 108 00:07:42,773 --> 00:07:44,264 What is it? 109 00:07:45,277 --> 00:07:46,244 Um... 110 00:07:47,214 --> 00:07:50,275 I was wondering if you would go screw yourself. 111 00:07:50,352 --> 00:07:52,322 I mean, if you got time. 112 00:07:56,462 --> 00:07:59,194 - You're not pregnant. - No. 113 00:07:59,268 --> 00:08:01,737 - I'm not pregnant. - What happened? 114 00:08:02,807 --> 00:08:03,967 Baby, what happened? 115 00:08:04,075 --> 00:08:07,445 I went into labor at Claudia Joy Holden's tea party. 116 00:08:07,682 --> 00:08:09,651 - What did you do? - I improvised. 117 00:08:09,751 --> 00:08:12,722 - I gave birth on a pool table. - Come on. Come on. Be serious. 118 00:08:12,823 --> 00:08:16,922 Be serious now. Do people know about the surrogacy? 119 00:08:18,533 --> 00:08:19,899 - Pamela? - Yeah, it's kind of hard to drive 120 00:08:19,968 --> 00:08:22,632 while you're crowning, so people know. 121 00:08:23,275 --> 00:08:24,538 Pamela. 122 00:08:27,247 --> 00:08:30,377 Oh, God. What were you thinking? 123 00:08:31,355 --> 00:08:35,123 - I was thinking I'd like an epidural. - Where are the babies? 124 00:08:36,396 --> 00:08:39,459 - Where are the babies? - They're at the Holdens'. 125 00:08:43,141 --> 00:08:45,771 Colonel Holden is the number three guy around here. 126 00:08:45,846 --> 00:08:50,218 All he has to do is say the word and we are out of Delta Force, Pamela. 127 00:08:52,423 --> 00:08:55,554 Pamela! You really screwed up here. You really put us in a bad spot. 128 00:08:55,629 --> 00:08:56,790 - You know what? - You really... 129 00:08:56,898 --> 00:08:59,459 I am fine! Thank you for asking. 130 00:09:00,170 --> 00:09:02,935 - I'm a little sore. No, I'm a lot sore. - All right. 131 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:05,910 Kind of like I've been ripped apart because I have. But I am fine. 132 00:09:05,980 --> 00:09:07,812 Thank you for asking. 133 00:09:29,986 --> 00:09:30,954 Oh, damn it. 134 00:09:43,876 --> 00:09:44,970 Joan? 135 00:09:51,322 --> 00:09:52,416 Hey. 136 00:09:55,496 --> 00:09:56,758 You okay? 137 00:09:59,035 --> 00:10:00,504 Yeah. 138 00:10:03,843 --> 00:10:05,573 Where've you been? 139 00:10:06,648 --> 00:10:08,743 I had an emergency patient. 140 00:10:10,421 --> 00:10:13,586 - You changed the furniture. - Yeah. 141 00:10:13,660 --> 00:10:17,224 - Like it? - It's different. 142 00:10:19,003 --> 00:10:21,872 No, it's actually the same. 143 00:10:22,708 --> 00:10:26,238 It's the way it was the day I left. 144 00:10:26,315 --> 00:10:27,681 Remember? 145 00:10:28,986 --> 00:10:32,754 I even had to haul this furniture up from the basement. See? 146 00:10:36,465 --> 00:10:38,900 It was worth it. 147 00:10:38,969 --> 00:10:43,205 Because that is the chair that we made love in the day that I left. 148 00:10:46,114 --> 00:10:47,810 - Remember? - I do. 149 00:10:50,021 --> 00:10:54,586 - Want to see if that chair still works? - How much have you had to drink? 150 00:10:54,796 --> 00:10:57,130 Baby, there's a woman on top of you. 151 00:10:57,200 --> 00:11:00,638 Are you sure that is the question you want to ask? 152 00:11:25,714 --> 00:11:27,376 Hey, Tommy, wait up! 153 00:11:34,496 --> 00:11:35,828 Morning. 154 00:11:37,300 --> 00:11:39,031 Good morning. 155 00:11:39,838 --> 00:11:41,602 The kids just left. 156 00:11:46,884 --> 00:11:49,012 What happened to us, Chase? 157 00:11:49,955 --> 00:11:53,415 - What do you mean? - I mean, we used to be a team. 158 00:11:53,494 --> 00:11:56,660 No matter what happened, we always had each other's backs. 159 00:11:56,767 --> 00:12:00,227 - And now all we do is fight. - Maybe because 160 00:12:00,706 --> 00:12:04,145 - It feels like nothing I ever do is right. - Okay. 161 00:12:04,547 --> 00:12:06,881 - You're not helping. - Okay. 162 00:12:06,951 --> 00:12:10,115 - What is it? What do you want? - I want you to stop spending 163 00:12:10,190 --> 00:12:13,958 - All the money that we're making. - The game system was for the kids. 164 00:12:14,063 --> 00:12:17,431 And the plasma TV and the new truck and the Jacuzzi out in the backyard? 165 00:12:17,501 --> 00:12:20,439 Okay, okay, okay. Okay, you made your point. 166 00:12:22,243 --> 00:12:25,009 But, Pamela, I work hard. 167 00:12:25,081 --> 00:12:27,313 I should be able to spend some of that money. 168 00:12:27,385 --> 00:12:29,513 Not when we owe my father fifteen grand 169 00:12:29,589 --> 00:12:31,353 and we are maxed out on our credit cards. 170 00:12:31,458 --> 00:12:35,329 We'll cover it when we get the final payment from the Harpers. 171 00:12:36,567 --> 00:12:41,269 Chase, it's more than just the spending. It's everything. 172 00:12:45,015 --> 00:12:47,884 I feel like I'm doing this marriage alone. 173 00:12:54,430 --> 00:12:57,868 At least nineteen American, British and Iraqi troops killed 174 00:12:57,936 --> 00:13:00,703 in action over the past two days in the Iraqi war. 175 00:13:00,808 --> 00:13:04,769 US military command in Baghdad says four American soldiers died 176 00:13:04,881 --> 00:13:06,907 in two roadside bomb attacks in the Iraqi capital. 177 00:13:06,985 --> 00:13:10,548 You are so gorgeous. 178 00:13:11,359 --> 00:13:14,819 I think that's more than the half a cup of crazy most folks are allowed. 179 00:13:14,898 --> 00:13:18,337 South of Baghdad, the crash of US military helicopters, nine... 180 00:13:18,405 --> 00:13:21,637 - Something wrong? - Sorry. I just have a lot to do. 181 00:13:22,144 --> 00:13:25,206 Gunmen opened fire at a checkpoint set up by Iraqi soldiers 182 00:13:25,283 --> 00:13:29,244 near Mosul, killing ten Iraqi troops. US officials also announced... 183 00:13:29,356 --> 00:13:32,590 - What's this? - Oh, I got up early and I went 184 00:13:32,662 --> 00:13:35,393 to the PX to start on your pre-deployment checklist. 185 00:13:35,466 --> 00:13:40,032 - Oh, yeah? - You know, this is a lot of paperwork. 186 00:13:41,911 --> 00:13:44,745 Sorry, baby. But these are the wrong color. 187 00:13:45,283 --> 00:13:49,586 - You're Army, right? Army green. - Yeah, but on deployment, the Marines, 188 00:13:49,657 --> 00:13:51,819 they wear green. Army wears tan. 189 00:13:51,893 --> 00:13:54,830 Well, I have some tan ones in there as well. 190 00:14:00,241 --> 00:14:02,005 Um. 191 00:14:05,083 --> 00:14:09,784 - These aren't going to work either. - Why? 192 00:14:10,625 --> 00:14:13,597 Well, they're made out of synthetic fabrics 193 00:14:15,066 --> 00:14:17,002 and, just, command won't allow that. 194 00:14:17,070 --> 00:14:22,033 - You know? Okay? - Yes. I'll take them back. 195 00:14:28,323 --> 00:14:31,624 He's right. Synthetics melt and fuse onto burnt skin. 196 00:14:31,695 --> 00:14:35,463 Making them burn twice as bad. He hits an IED, his truck's in flames. 197 00:14:35,567 --> 00:14:38,505 - A shirt like that could kill him. - Oh. 198 00:14:39,607 --> 00:14:41,873 I know it's a lot, Roxy, but you got to harden yourself. 199 00:14:41,945 --> 00:14:43,846 You got to keep it together for your husband. 200 00:14:43,915 --> 00:14:48,150 I'm trying. I guess I just thought marrying a soldier would be romantic. 201 00:14:48,222 --> 00:14:52,183 But instead, it's worrying about whether he's coming back. 202 00:14:52,261 --> 00:14:53,992 Well, he can't go to war worrying about you. 203 00:14:54,065 --> 00:14:56,900 He could die from that kind of distraction. 204 00:14:58,639 --> 00:15:00,403 Are you okay? 205 00:15:00,509 --> 00:15:02,877 - Yeah. I'm fine. - You know, you being out this morning 206 00:15:02,947 --> 00:15:06,009 is five shades of stupid. You should've been home. 207 00:15:06,085 --> 00:15:09,023 I told you. I need to get out. I have to get this done and over with 208 00:15:09,091 --> 00:15:10,217 - so I can move on. Pamela. 209 00:15:10,292 --> 00:15:11,351 - Pamela. - Oh, brother. 210 00:15:11,428 --> 00:15:13,056 Excuse me, Pamela. Hi. 211 00:15:13,264 --> 00:15:15,631 - Wow. So they arrived. Boys? Girls? 212 00:15:15,735 --> 00:15:16,794 - Boy and a girl? - Oh, what did you name them? 213 00:15:16,871 --> 00:15:17,839 Girls. Ladies. 214 00:15:17,939 --> 00:15:19,236 - What are their names? - I can't believe you're here. 215 00:15:19,308 --> 00:15:20,866 I mean, remember I said, "Is that Pamela?" 216 00:15:20,943 --> 00:15:22,913 What are their names? 217 00:15:23,014 --> 00:15:24,572 They're dead. 218 00:15:25,285 --> 00:15:28,050 - What? - They died. 219 00:15:29,691 --> 00:15:32,457 Any more questions? 220 00:15:40,476 --> 00:15:41,570 Wow. 221 00:15:44,317 --> 00:15:46,286 It's okay. It's okay. 222 00:15:48,623 --> 00:15:50,490 Mom, This is crying. 223 00:15:51,228 --> 00:15:54,722 - How do you know that's This? - That has a mole above his lip. 224 00:15:54,800 --> 00:15:56,530 This and That aren't the best names, you know. 225 00:15:56,603 --> 00:15:59,302 This One and That One became cumbersome. 226 00:15:59,375 --> 00:16:00,400 Have you tried HALT? 227 00:16:00,478 --> 00:16:03,505 Yep. He's not hungry, angry, lonely or tired. 228 00:16:03,582 --> 00:16:06,145 - Well, I'd say he's angry, hon. - I thought they were leaving tonight? 229 00:16:06,254 --> 00:16:09,555 They are. Emmalin, I know it seems odd to keep this a secret, 230 00:16:09,626 --> 00:16:12,995 but sometimes it's necessary when we're protecting someone's family. 231 00:16:13,098 --> 00:16:15,660 I know how it works around here, Mom. 232 00:16:15,903 --> 00:16:19,136 - And it's worse than high school. Bye. - Bye. Have fun at your game. 233 00:16:19,208 --> 00:16:21,177 No making out with the drummers under the bleachers. 234 00:16:21,278 --> 00:16:23,305 I'm putting you on ignore. 235 00:16:25,553 --> 00:16:28,489 Hey, little one. So sweet. 236 00:16:28,557 --> 00:16:30,322 Hey. We're here. 237 00:16:31,496 --> 00:16:35,195 When you look at them, it's hard not to believe in something greater. 238 00:16:35,269 --> 00:16:37,204 Okay, so, what do you want us to do? 239 00:16:37,272 --> 00:16:40,802 Nothing, really. The formula's already mixed, extra spit-up towels 240 00:16:40,878 --> 00:16:43,246 are right there, the diapers are over there and that should hold you 241 00:16:43,349 --> 00:16:45,648 for the last three hours before they go home. 242 00:16:45,719 --> 00:16:48,691 - I've got my cell if you need me. - Okay. 243 00:16:50,361 --> 00:16:51,328 Okay. 244 00:16:52,998 --> 00:16:55,561 You're bringing the sexy, by the way. 245 00:16:55,771 --> 00:16:58,536 - Where are you going? - FRG meeting. 246 00:16:58,808 --> 00:17:03,374 FRG. Fort... No. 247 00:17:03,450 --> 00:17:06,944 - That's all I got. - Family readiness group. 248 00:17:07,222 --> 00:17:10,854 - And what do they do? - Well, the official answer is to 249 00:17:10,929 --> 00:17:12,090 empower wives whose husbands have been deployed... 250 00:17:13,266 --> 00:17:14,234 Hello? 251 00:17:14,401 --> 00:17:15,664 ...to become more self-reliant. 252 00:17:15,737 --> 00:17:18,400 But lately, with the war and the influx of new widows, 253 00:17:18,475 --> 00:17:22,106 we've been going to houses and sweeping up after the pain. 254 00:17:26,288 --> 00:17:29,658 That was the Harpers. They can't get back to Charleston 255 00:17:29,761 --> 00:17:31,627 until tomorrow night. 256 00:17:32,164 --> 00:17:33,223 I can't believe this. 257 00:17:33,300 --> 00:17:36,237 I came here to pick them up and deliver them. 258 00:17:45,053 --> 00:17:47,546 - Can they stay here? - Sure. 259 00:17:47,624 --> 00:17:49,786 Mom! Mrs. Baker's here! 260 00:17:49,894 --> 00:17:52,330 What is Lenore Baker doing here? 261 00:17:52,399 --> 00:17:54,926 I don't know. The Brigadier General's wife 262 00:17:55,003 --> 00:17:58,566 would like nothing better than to sever my head and dip it in her tea. 263 00:17:58,642 --> 00:18:01,808 - That's not very friendly. - Okay. Okay. 264 00:18:01,882 --> 00:18:03,783 I need to protect my husband here. 265 00:18:03,851 --> 00:18:06,013 She cannot know these babies are here. 266 00:18:06,088 --> 00:18:07,387 Okay. 267 00:18:11,197 --> 00:18:12,460 Shh. 268 00:18:12,533 --> 00:18:14,399 Little one. Little one. Little one. 269 00:18:14,469 --> 00:18:18,238 Pamela, you've got to keep them quiet. Pamela. 270 00:18:21,648 --> 00:18:23,344 Mom, the door! 271 00:18:23,418 --> 00:18:27,516 And thank you for that lovely introduction, dear. 272 00:18:27,591 --> 00:18:31,553 - I'll just go on up to see her. - Lenore. Hi. What a surprise. 273 00:18:31,665 --> 00:18:34,932 Well, I just thought I'd drop off these pamphlets for the FRG meeting. 274 00:18:35,003 --> 00:18:37,838 - But... Do you have a baby upstairs? - No. No. Of course not. My cat. 275 00:18:37,908 --> 00:18:39,467 He's getting old. 276 00:18:43,651 --> 00:18:45,347 Do something. 277 00:18:49,662 --> 00:18:53,828 There's also the matter of that poor girl from your tea party. 278 00:18:56,306 --> 00:18:59,539 Pamela Moran, isn't it? But I'm sure you've heard. 279 00:18:59,612 --> 00:19:02,447 - Heard? - She lost her twins. 280 00:19:02,950 --> 00:19:06,912 It seems they were born premature and died in childbirth. 281 00:19:07,024 --> 00:19:08,287 Shall we? 282 00:19:19,711 --> 00:19:21,078 Oh, my God. 283 00:19:24,554 --> 00:19:26,216 This is too hard. 284 00:19:49,929 --> 00:19:51,956 It's amazing how when they're this small, 285 00:19:52,033 --> 00:19:56,132 clean drawers, a little rocking and a nipple can solve all their problems. 286 00:19:56,207 --> 00:19:58,904 Works for most grown men I know, too. 287 00:19:58,979 --> 00:20:00,241 You're just in time to play 288 00:20:00,313 --> 00:20:02,010 the "What's the worst thing that can happen?" game. 289 00:20:02,084 --> 00:20:06,045 Deployment checklist. Sorry to hear about Iraq, Roxy. 290 00:20:07,025 --> 00:20:08,186 May I? 291 00:20:10,365 --> 00:20:11,594 Here. 292 00:20:13,970 --> 00:20:16,337 Disposition of bodily remains? 293 00:20:17,076 --> 00:20:18,704 I don't even know his shoe size. 294 00:20:18,779 --> 00:20:20,748 How the hell am I supposed to know about a funeral? 295 00:20:20,849 --> 00:20:23,580 You just ask. And then you write it down. 296 00:20:29,430 --> 00:20:31,763 Well, I got to go. I got to pick up something called 297 00:20:31,833 --> 00:20:33,200 a M40 filter. 298 00:20:33,304 --> 00:20:35,466 Yeah, they're for gas masks. I have extras. 299 00:20:35,573 --> 00:20:37,940 - You can stop by my house tonight. - Okay. 300 00:20:38,478 --> 00:20:40,538 I'll see you all later. 301 00:20:45,524 --> 00:20:49,486 - You really don't have to do this. - I've given birth, too, remember? 302 00:20:49,564 --> 00:20:52,729 Forget the flowers, the stuffed animals. The greatest gift anyone ever gave me 303 00:20:52,836 --> 00:20:56,205 was folding my laundry and doing my dishes. 304 00:20:56,809 --> 00:20:59,041 Please don't do my dishes, Mrs. Holden. 305 00:20:59,113 --> 00:21:01,879 - Claudia Joy, okay? - Yeah. 306 00:21:03,454 --> 00:21:06,289 Pamela, I know I don't know you that well. 307 00:21:07,194 --> 00:21:09,686 Or Roxy, for that matter. 308 00:21:09,764 --> 00:21:11,995 I don't even know Roland that well, except his wife served 309 00:21:12,068 --> 00:21:13,695 with my husband. 310 00:21:14,773 --> 00:21:17,038 But we were all there when you gave birth. 311 00:21:17,110 --> 00:21:19,979 - An experience we will never forget. - Okay. 312 00:21:21,550 --> 00:21:23,179 And those babies. 313 00:21:27,360 --> 00:21:29,693 It's one thing to keep a secret. 314 00:21:29,865 --> 00:21:32,131 It's another to ask us to lie. 315 00:21:33,037 --> 00:21:37,340 I'm sorry. But please. You can't say anything. 316 00:21:37,411 --> 00:21:38,538 Okay. 317 00:21:39,615 --> 00:21:42,780 But it's not just us I'm worried about. It's you. 318 00:21:43,788 --> 00:21:47,056 I saw how you distanced yourself from those babies. 319 00:21:47,962 --> 00:21:51,331 This lie will start eating at you until you hate yourself. 320 00:21:52,502 --> 00:21:53,470 I'll get it. 321 00:21:57,111 --> 00:22:01,413 You have two kids that need you. You can't afford that. 322 00:22:01,484 --> 00:22:03,351 Oh, my God. It's Lenore Baker. 323 00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:06,690 Don't worry. 324 00:22:08,062 --> 00:22:10,156 - Hi. - Oh. Oh! 325 00:22:10,299 --> 00:22:12,394 - I didn't expect to see you here. - Hi, Mommy. Are you proud of me? 326 00:22:12,470 --> 00:22:14,371 What's surprising? I'm here for the same reason you are. 327 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:15,407 Yes, I am. Thank you for being so good. 328 00:22:16,176 --> 00:22:18,338 Pamela. Hi! 329 00:22:22,653 --> 00:22:24,747 I'm Lenore Baker. 330 00:22:24,823 --> 00:22:27,454 - And this is Annette Barry. - Hello, dear. 331 00:22:27,529 --> 00:22:32,093 We're here from the FRG to express our deepest sympathy 332 00:22:32,203 --> 00:22:33,636 for your loss. 333 00:22:33,705 --> 00:22:36,734 Thank you, Mrs. Baker. And, Annette, thank you. 334 00:22:37,178 --> 00:22:39,272 They brought a cake, too. It's in the kitchen. 335 00:22:39,349 --> 00:22:41,910 - Is it your birthday? - No, stupid-o. 336 00:22:42,019 --> 00:22:45,458 It's for the babies. When are they coming home, Mommy? 337 00:22:45,826 --> 00:22:48,695 Okay, it's not my birthday, sweetheart, and we don't call our brother stupid-o, 338 00:22:48,764 --> 00:22:50,323 - all right? - Right. 339 00:22:50,433 --> 00:22:54,668 Okay. I need you guys to go play in your room for a bit, okay? Go. Go. 340 00:22:57,779 --> 00:23:00,443 We haven't told them yet. 341 00:23:01,753 --> 00:23:03,881 Oh, goodness. 342 00:23:05,192 --> 00:23:08,562 Well, it only makes it harder the longer you wait. 343 00:23:09,399 --> 00:23:13,862 You know, we're quite skilled in grief counseling at the FRG. 344 00:23:13,940 --> 00:23:18,847 Would you like us to help you explain everything to your children? 345 00:23:20,150 --> 00:23:23,121 No. No, thank you. 346 00:23:23,188 --> 00:23:25,751 I'm just waiting for my husband to get home so that 347 00:23:25,860 --> 00:23:27,988 we can tell them together. 348 00:23:32,404 --> 00:23:34,840 Ladies, I hate to do this. 349 00:23:34,909 --> 00:23:36,878 Would you mind if I asked you to leave? 350 00:23:36,979 --> 00:23:39,540 I'm just... I'm completely exhausted. 351 00:23:39,649 --> 00:23:43,418 - Oh. Of course. - Absolutely. Take care, dear. 352 00:23:48,398 --> 00:23:49,491 Bye. 353 00:23:51,470 --> 00:23:52,699 Thanks. 354 00:24:03,823 --> 00:24:05,986 People are bringing me cake. 355 00:24:14,909 --> 00:24:16,434 Ten-seventeen. 356 00:24:20,117 --> 00:24:23,487 Dr. Hirsch, your quote recommending my book means a lot to me. 357 00:24:23,657 --> 00:24:25,626 The publishers are putting it on the back cover. 358 00:24:25,694 --> 00:24:28,825 Oh, you're welcome. It was an honor to be asked. 359 00:24:32,105 --> 00:24:34,666 So, nineteen-ten. 360 00:24:36,211 --> 00:24:38,739 Looks like you're paying for lunch. 361 00:24:39,250 --> 00:24:43,120 Roland, you've indulged me long enough. 362 00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:45,957 I am the world's worst basketball player. 363 00:24:47,732 --> 00:24:49,701 So, why am I really here? 364 00:24:51,337 --> 00:24:53,102 Can we walk? 365 00:24:54,075 --> 00:24:55,634 I got it. Shoot it! 366 00:24:55,711 --> 00:24:57,077 Shoot it! 367 00:24:58,248 --> 00:25:00,275 Joan's having a tough time. 368 00:25:00,386 --> 00:25:02,822 But it could be a transitional thing, you know. 369 00:25:02,890 --> 00:25:04,859 Once she's settled, back into a routine. 370 00:25:04,926 --> 00:25:06,690 Yeah, but look, Roland, we're both doctors here. 371 00:25:06,796 --> 00:25:08,958 We know that these symptoms point to post-traumatic stress. 372 00:25:09,068 --> 00:25:10,832 I know. 373 00:25:11,638 --> 00:25:15,098 - I know. It's just... - You don't want to admit it? 374 00:25:15,177 --> 00:25:18,308 And we've treated several of these cases since Desert Storm. 375 00:25:18,383 --> 00:25:20,477 - It's a downward spiral. - Yeah. 376 00:25:20,553 --> 00:25:23,922 Look, you're her husband, not her doctor. 377 00:25:24,025 --> 00:25:28,522 You're the closest thing to her. As your friend, I'm just warning you. 378 00:25:29,401 --> 00:25:31,029 Just be careful. 379 00:25:44,393 --> 00:25:46,693 Why'd you tell Dad about West Point? 380 00:25:46,764 --> 00:25:48,323 - He's your father. - I asked you not to tell him. 381 00:25:48,433 --> 00:25:50,596 - How did you even know? - Because he called me a half hour ago 382 00:25:50,671 --> 00:25:52,037 and reamed me about going to West Point. 383 00:25:52,140 --> 00:25:53,505 Sweetheart, let's talk about this tomorrow, okay? 384 00:25:53,609 --> 00:25:54,769 Said I'm going. Period. End of story. 385 00:25:54,844 --> 00:25:57,406 I've been helping a friend all day and I'm tired right now. I've been... 386 00:25:57,548 --> 00:26:01,248 You've been helping her, but you're not going to help me, are you? 387 00:26:01,322 --> 00:26:04,691 West Point is about honor and discipline. Your father thinks... 388 00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:06,787 - Who cares what my father thinks? - Jeremy. 389 00:26:06,865 --> 00:26:08,231 - I'm not him, okay? - You're hurting me. 390 00:26:08,300 --> 00:26:11,327 - I am not my father! - We just want you to think about it. 391 00:26:11,405 --> 00:26:15,139 - Stop telling me what to think! - We just want what's best for you. 392 00:26:15,212 --> 00:26:17,579 Shut up! Shut up! 393 00:26:17,682 --> 00:26:19,810 - Jeremy! - I don't want to do this! Don't make me! 394 00:26:19,886 --> 00:26:21,047 Hey! 395 00:26:23,025 --> 00:26:25,894 Get out of here! Get out of here! 396 00:26:29,269 --> 00:26:31,034 Are you okay? 397 00:26:33,476 --> 00:26:34,944 Who was that? 398 00:26:37,282 --> 00:26:38,512 My son. 399 00:26:42,691 --> 00:26:45,856 Meanwhile, 12 soldiers died in 3 separate incidents. 400 00:26:46,163 --> 00:26:49,067 Four when their Humvee hit a land mine just outside Baghdad. 401 00:26:49,136 --> 00:26:50,103 Ow! 402 00:26:50,203 --> 00:26:51,535 The remaining eight were killed in a firefight 403 00:26:51,606 --> 00:26:52,904 with insurgents just outside... 404 00:26:52,975 --> 00:26:54,033 Hi. 405 00:26:54,411 --> 00:26:57,382 Experience an increase in violence in the last month. 406 00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:01,012 And although the fourth of fifth brigades is being deployed... 407 00:27:01,121 --> 00:27:02,886 I was watching that. 408 00:27:02,992 --> 00:27:04,756 Oh, baby, you don't need to watch that. 409 00:27:04,862 --> 00:27:08,425 Yeah, I do. Because I don't know nothing about this war. 410 00:27:14,078 --> 00:27:15,774 - Damn it. - You know you could've just used 411 00:27:15,847 --> 00:27:18,510 - the iron-on ones. - You said they peel off. 412 00:27:18,584 --> 00:27:20,554 Most of these IEDs are remotely detonated 413 00:27:20,655 --> 00:27:22,955 using readily available devices like... 414 00:27:23,026 --> 00:27:24,892 Can you just turn that off, please? 415 00:27:24,962 --> 00:27:27,023 No, because I need to know about where you're going. 416 00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:29,866 Well, you know what? I just don't want to hear it right now. 417 00:27:29,938 --> 00:27:32,066 Sorry. I just can't have it. 418 00:27:40,789 --> 00:27:44,228 - What's that? - It's an Akula class nuclear submarine. 419 00:27:44,963 --> 00:27:48,196 Well, your sub is spitting parts all over our floor. 420 00:27:48,268 --> 00:27:52,765 It's for Finn. I was hoping I could build it and finish it before I leave. 421 00:27:54,045 --> 00:27:55,206 So... 422 00:27:57,750 --> 00:28:00,313 Do you think maybe you should meet my mother before you go? 423 00:28:00,389 --> 00:28:02,449 I thought you didn't get along with your mother? 424 00:28:02,526 --> 00:28:05,656 Well, I don't. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't meet her. 425 00:28:05,731 --> 00:28:09,602 - I mean, she is my mother. - Roxy, why are you being like this? 426 00:28:10,105 --> 00:28:12,803 - Like what? - God, difficult. 427 00:28:16,015 --> 00:28:19,647 It's like you're trying to pick a fight with me. 428 00:28:22,358 --> 00:28:24,328 You think I'm difficult? 429 00:28:25,898 --> 00:28:29,267 Because this is who I am, Trevor. Okay? 430 00:28:30,238 --> 00:28:32,766 I mean, maybe you're realizing that 431 00:28:33,144 --> 00:28:35,170 when we got married, you didn't know me 432 00:28:35,247 --> 00:28:38,082 from Adam's house cat. And now that you do, 433 00:28:38,819 --> 00:28:40,789 maybe you're realizing 434 00:28:41,925 --> 00:28:44,486 that you made a really big mistake. 435 00:29:16,918 --> 00:29:19,945 - Where's the... - Plasma TV? I returned it. 436 00:29:20,825 --> 00:29:23,192 Along with everything else. And I paid my father back. 437 00:29:23,295 --> 00:29:25,423 And you didn't think to ask me? 438 00:29:25,498 --> 00:29:29,871 I thought about it and I did it anyway. Don't look for the Jacuzzi. 439 00:29:30,006 --> 00:29:32,168 - It's not there. - Where is it? 440 00:29:32,276 --> 00:29:33,244 I returned it. 441 00:29:33,679 --> 00:29:37,641 - What, you can return a Jacuzzi? - There are ways. 442 00:29:39,255 --> 00:29:42,226 Don't worry. You can keep your precious truck. 443 00:29:42,994 --> 00:29:44,553 I'm not worried. 444 00:29:50,641 --> 00:29:54,205 I've always heard it's the hardest job you'll ever love. 445 00:29:54,414 --> 00:29:55,939 I see why. 446 00:29:57,786 --> 00:30:00,312 Makes you want one of your own, huh? 447 00:30:00,390 --> 00:30:03,226 I do think about it from time to time. 448 00:30:06,367 --> 00:30:07,801 How's Joan? 449 00:30:09,406 --> 00:30:10,840 She's fine. 450 00:30:12,745 --> 00:30:15,773 What we talk about doesn't include my husband. 451 00:30:18,989 --> 00:30:20,479 I'm concerned. 452 00:30:22,193 --> 00:30:26,566 Has Michael ever had any problems after a long deployment? 453 00:30:26,669 --> 00:30:29,332 Of course he has. They all do. 454 00:30:29,406 --> 00:30:33,436 It's the part no one really talks about. 455 00:30:33,513 --> 00:30:37,543 On TV, you see the flags waving, big reunions. 456 00:30:38,755 --> 00:30:40,849 But it's later. 457 00:30:40,925 --> 00:30:42,986 When it's just the two of you 458 00:30:43,897 --> 00:30:47,597 and you're looking at someone you love 459 00:30:47,670 --> 00:30:50,197 and you realize years have gone by. 460 00:30:51,377 --> 00:30:53,744 Years you'll never get back. 461 00:30:53,847 --> 00:30:57,410 And during that time, you've both grown, changed, 462 00:30:58,389 --> 00:31:00,051 but not together. 463 00:31:05,734 --> 00:31:07,863 Come on. Let's go. 464 00:31:07,938 --> 00:31:10,203 Hit me like that again, I'm going to deck you. 465 00:31:10,274 --> 00:31:12,437 I don't know why I ever agreed to this. 466 00:31:12,545 --> 00:31:16,416 Because you know, deep down, that you need to kick some ass. 467 00:31:16,486 --> 00:31:19,422 Let's go! Come on. Let's see what you've got. 468 00:31:19,891 --> 00:31:21,553 - Okay. - Come on. 469 00:31:22,228 --> 00:31:23,197 Ow! 470 00:31:23,431 --> 00:31:25,195 - You almost hit me. - If I wanted to hit you, 471 00:31:25,300 --> 00:31:27,326 I would have hit you. Keep your hands up! 472 00:31:27,404 --> 00:31:30,535 Now that I've got your attention, let's see what you've got. 473 00:31:30,610 --> 00:31:33,580 Come on. Give it to me. No. I need a snap. 474 00:31:33,647 --> 00:31:38,019 You got to snap. Now come on. Give it to me. Let's go. Come on. Go! 475 00:31:38,489 --> 00:31:41,358 - Better! Yes! - How come you're so good at this? 476 00:31:41,428 --> 00:31:44,296 Because when my first husband hit me, it broke my heart. 477 00:31:44,365 --> 00:31:46,598 And I swore I'd never let anyone hurt me like that again. 478 00:31:46,670 --> 00:31:49,299 That's why I started to box. I know what it feels like to lose 479 00:31:49,374 --> 00:31:52,106 a part of yourself when someone hits you. 480 00:31:54,248 --> 00:31:57,982 Let's go! Hands up, up, up! I don't want to see that anymore. 481 00:31:58,055 --> 00:31:59,114 - Let's go! - Okay, okay. 482 00:31:59,191 --> 00:32:00,921 Give me everything you got, baby doll, or you're going to be 483 00:32:00,993 --> 00:32:03,759 looking at me from the floor. Come on. Go. 484 00:32:04,032 --> 00:32:05,261 Go. Anger. 485 00:32:05,334 --> 00:32:07,428 Focus. Give it to me here. 486 00:32:08,573 --> 00:32:10,701 Go! Harder! Come on! 487 00:32:19,191 --> 00:32:22,219 They divorced last year. I thought I told you. 488 00:32:22,797 --> 00:32:26,735 You probably did. It's hard to keep track of it all these days. 489 00:32:32,814 --> 00:32:36,514 So, Joan. Two years in Afghanistan. 490 00:32:37,388 --> 00:32:39,448 I'm curious. What was it like? 491 00:32:40,627 --> 00:32:41,720 Come on. 492 00:32:42,329 --> 00:32:46,393 No work drama, okay? Just... It's date night. 493 00:32:47,205 --> 00:32:49,140 - Right. - Just... 494 00:32:49,875 --> 00:32:51,708 Just pure sensuality. 495 00:32:54,150 --> 00:32:57,314 And if you are finished with dinner, 496 00:33:01,963 --> 00:33:03,727 how about a little caf� mocha dessert? 497 00:33:03,832 --> 00:33:07,463 I was thinking maybe we could just talk for a minute. 498 00:33:14,951 --> 00:33:17,445 Okay. You want to talk, let's talk. 499 00:33:22,631 --> 00:33:24,260 You're coming up on twenty years. 500 00:33:24,335 --> 00:33:28,296 We talked about you retiring. Moving upstate, starting a family. 501 00:33:28,541 --> 00:33:30,635 We said we would talk about it, not necessarily do it. 502 00:33:30,711 --> 00:33:34,275 And that's what we're doing, Joan. Talking. 503 00:33:34,384 --> 00:33:36,752 They called for a troop surge. 504 00:33:36,822 --> 00:33:40,921 - I could be sent back at any time. - But if you're retired, then... 505 00:33:44,434 --> 00:33:46,699 You want to go back, don't you? 506 00:33:46,771 --> 00:33:50,301 Of course I want to go back. I'm a soldier. 507 00:33:53,416 --> 00:33:55,783 Now come on. 508 00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:27,070 Okay, welcome back to Go the Limit. Here is our returning 509 00:34:27,139 --> 00:34:30,305 champion, Mary Ellen Cloreman of Mackinaw, Illinois. 510 00:34:30,379 --> 00:34:33,008 Mary Ellen, you are quite the player. 511 00:34:33,083 --> 00:34:35,211 Oh, thank you. I just love it. 512 00:34:35,286 --> 00:34:37,051 Okay, are you ready to play our vocal round? 513 00:34:37,123 --> 00:34:38,148 Yes. 514 00:34:38,225 --> 00:34:39,318 - Yes. - Okay. Now, Mary Ellen, 515 00:34:39,394 --> 00:34:42,228 so far you have earned ninety-five-hundred dollars 516 00:34:42,298 --> 00:34:43,664 playing today's game. 517 00:34:43,734 --> 00:34:46,034 We can't keep putting this off. 518 00:34:50,178 --> 00:34:51,543 I can't. 519 00:34:52,515 --> 00:34:54,883 I cannot tell my kids 520 00:34:54,986 --> 00:34:56,956 that those babies died. 521 00:35:00,863 --> 00:35:04,131 I'll do it. I'll do it now. 522 00:35:04,236 --> 00:35:06,603 Because if you can answer all 12 questions in under thirty seconds, 523 00:35:06,706 --> 00:35:08,868 you'll be driving back to Mackinaw in a... 524 00:35:08,976 --> 00:35:10,536 - Who wants to go for a ride? - I do, Daddy! 525 00:35:10,613 --> 00:35:12,775 - I do! - Come on. Hop up. 526 00:35:15,521 --> 00:35:18,185 - Say good night to your mom. Good night, Mommy. 527 00:35:18,259 --> 00:35:19,318 My kids are going to flip. 528 00:35:19,394 --> 00:35:21,864 Okay. Okay, Mary Ellen. Now, your category... 529 00:35:22,132 --> 00:35:23,896 Hey, Rox? 530 00:35:26,773 --> 00:35:27,900 Roxy? 531 00:35:43,067 --> 00:35:44,968 Welcome to Morocco. 532 00:35:47,174 --> 00:35:51,113 - Morocco? - It's our honeymoon. Before you leave. 533 00:35:54,220 --> 00:35:59,092 - And how did you do all this? - Staple gun. 534 00:35:59,161 --> 00:36:02,132 Those words have never got me so hot. 535 00:36:09,946 --> 00:36:13,509 - Kids? - Oh. Foreign country. 536 00:36:14,754 --> 00:36:17,053 - No passports. - Oh! Even hotter. 537 00:36:17,926 --> 00:36:18,985 God. 538 00:36:21,565 --> 00:36:24,799 - What did I do to deserve you? - You loved me. 539 00:36:25,105 --> 00:36:27,006 That's so easy to do. 540 00:36:28,510 --> 00:36:31,607 - Even when I'm being difficult? - I wouldn't know. 541 00:36:32,117 --> 00:36:34,450 I've never seen you difficult. 542 00:36:55,056 --> 00:36:57,116 You are getting it from somewhere else. 543 00:36:57,192 --> 00:37:00,095 I was gone for two years, Roland. Two years. 544 00:37:00,164 --> 00:37:04,331 Leaving you here all alone, on post, with all those lonely wives. 545 00:37:04,705 --> 00:37:07,608 I know men. I saw them cheat. 546 00:37:07,676 --> 00:37:10,168 And then have them blame it on the loneliness. 547 00:37:10,246 --> 00:37:12,774 But I've never cheated on you, Roland! I never cheated on you! 548 00:37:12,852 --> 00:37:16,756 Joan. Joan. Joan, please stop it. Stop it. Stop it. 549 00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:21,330 Okay? I don't know what you're talking about. 550 00:37:23,236 --> 00:37:27,106 I don't know what happened to you over there, but it's changed you. 551 00:37:27,175 --> 00:37:30,944 And if you let it control you, it's going to destroy our marriage. 552 00:37:31,049 --> 00:37:34,680 Do you understand? Do you understand? 553 00:37:50,882 --> 00:37:54,548 I made some espresso. I thought we could both use some. 554 00:37:57,527 --> 00:37:58,790 Thanks. 555 00:38:01,500 --> 00:38:03,662 I can't do this anymore. 556 00:38:06,041 --> 00:38:08,273 - What do you mean? - Last night. 557 00:38:08,345 --> 00:38:10,211 I can't keep having those kinds of scenes. 558 00:38:10,282 --> 00:38:11,841 Okay. Yeah. No. 559 00:38:12,618 --> 00:38:15,919 - We can fix it. - No, you don't understand, Roland. 560 00:38:16,158 --> 00:38:19,095 I don't think I can do this anymore with you. 561 00:38:20,966 --> 00:38:22,730 I need to be alone. 562 00:38:23,838 --> 00:38:26,536 No. We've been alone for two years now. 563 00:38:26,609 --> 00:38:29,079 That is not the solution, Joan. 564 00:38:30,615 --> 00:38:33,712 I can help you. Hey. I'm trying. 565 00:38:34,790 --> 00:38:38,250 I will keep trying to find ways to make you feel safe. 566 00:38:39,063 --> 00:38:41,090 What do you want me to do? 567 00:38:42,269 --> 00:38:46,640 I wake up in the middle of the night sometimes and I reach for my rifle. 568 00:38:47,544 --> 00:38:50,106 And it's not there. You are. 569 00:38:51,684 --> 00:38:54,018 And I'm pissed. I'm pissed off. 570 00:38:55,490 --> 00:39:00,557 Because my beautiful husband is there in my bed next to me 571 00:39:00,633 --> 00:39:02,397 instead of my M4. 572 00:39:05,074 --> 00:39:07,407 I don't know how to change that. 573 00:39:21,936 --> 00:39:23,905 Michael, they're leaving. 574 00:40:00,901 --> 00:40:03,930 - Ready? - Yeah. 575 00:41:11,186 --> 00:41:12,517 Thank you. 576 00:41:32,556 --> 00:41:34,046 You okay? 577 00:41:36,862 --> 00:41:37,989 Yeah.